wow. i haven't written here in a while. i can sit here and say that i just haven't had the time but that would be a lie. it's hard for me to admit but i have been diverting myself in things that really are not necessary nor productive. smh.
anyway, i am sitting here and it's only 4:25. 35 more minutes before i get out of work. anxious to go home and then.....work again tomorrow. and so my life continues in its tedious routine that slowly is becoimng unbareable. you see, my life consists of work. home. work. home. weekends, i spend time with my bf but i can honestly say that we can't really do much because i am not what you would call the normal american kid. no, i don't have something that as of late is very necessary and the lack of it can get you in deep trouble.
at work i give it my all. i work hard to make my boss look good and i do a hell of a job at it. through the years, i've learned that if i want to make it in this society, i must observe. watch and learn. study the people and culture around me and assimilate.
today i sit here thinking. i am getting by in my life just barely. i've managed to learn what i need to do to get by. but what happens when i hit a dead-end. my life is a circle with a very small radius. i've learned everyone around me so well...and in the process i forgot to learn about me. who am i? what have i become?
-dreamer.
